Cursed Love chapter 12

CH 12 

Arnav came into the room and asked," where is Nani ji?"

"She has gone," Khushi said.

Khushi answered him casually, he wasn't sure, why. 

That he would ask Nani himself, he thought. But more than that he was guilty and had to talk to Khushi.

He wasn't looking straight into her eyes, not sure how he would start a talk with her, still not sure after thinking for few minutes he just walked few steps to leave the room but stopped knowing that he had to talk to her, he took steps back and sat beside her on the bed. 

"Uh...hmm, Khushi, I had to tell you that we are married because of the locket that I myself made you wear. I don't know how to explain this to you," he said.

Khushi listened to him but said nothing until she wanted to end the silence that was between them after Arnav had told him about their marriage.

"Arnav ji, nani ji said this locket was a sacred one. As you made me wear it, it bounded me and you together," she said but didn't mention at all that she knew everything now. 

Neither she wanted to tell that she belonged to him in every way.

She moved forward and hugged him. Arnav was quite surprised. But what really shocked him was when Khushi said, "Arnav ji, I love you."

She was in tears. "I couldn't tell you this before, but I love you!" That "Before," was when he had said"because I love you!" Under negative circumstances she ended her life but today she had said what she really wanted to say to him, however, never said.

Arnav thought he was dreaming but the way Khushi tightly held him and sobbed in his arms told him he wasn't dreaming and it was a reality. And she had said three words to him that he wasn't expecting to here from her. An irony was in the last birth she wasn't able to realize how much he loved her...

"Arnav ji, I can't hide this from you, but the day you saved me from goons and then rescued me when I was about to come under the car and then later from that man who came to kill me in the hotel, you saved me from him if you weren't there I would have died that day, and today, when I was in pain you were there. Arnav ji, I don't know how, and I might sound nonsense, but believe me I love you.

"I also know that we don't even know each other properly, but Arnav ji, I don't know why but I have been always pulled towards you. I always ignored that feeling but now I longer can't. 

"After this, if you chose to throw me out of your life, you may; but I will always love you."

Arnav first of all pulled her away and then asked, "What's wrong with you? I saved you because I just can't see anyone in pain. Don't you think this is too much, I mean your confession. I don't know what to say. You shouldn't love me. Also you should know that I love someone else. That girl left me, but it doesn't mean I have forgotten her. She still resides in my heart. If she left me that was because we had few misunderstandings, I have given my girl a time and once she and me settle the dispute we will be back together," he said.

"Please, for god sake, just keep ignoring these feelings. I am sorry to say but it would only hurt you and to me it would hardly matter. If I cared you it doesn't mean...I love you. You don't even exist for me except for the fact that when you are in pain it hurts me. However, I feel the same if anybody is hurt. You are just no different to me," he said.

"Also sorry to say I won't even care about the words you said to me. I was just shocked how you dared to say that you love me. I thought you were a shy girl."

Khushi thought she might just die the way he said that to him it doesn't even matter if she loves him. 

"I am sorry but I don't regret but I said to you, Arnav ji," she said confidently looking straight into his blue eyes. 

Yes, she didn't regret, but she was hurt beyond words even knowing the fact that she went overboard. However, she had told him that she loved him and she was quite assured herself that when Arnav would know who she was he would love her back equally.

"I hope what I said is something that you should understand. Sorry if it hurt you," he said. "I know you are my wife, but there exist a way that we can break this marriage."

He gave her a brief look and then turned on his heels and left.

"Break our marriage?" she said as sadness and pain engulfed her heart.

***
"Anjali di, I am going to Delhi, I have to crack a deal and then meet with foreign delegates."

"When shall you be back?" She asked.

"I will be back in a week."

"Hmm...don't you think you should stay back here and take care of your wife? Or take her along with you?" Anjali said as she looked through the book shelf in the library of RM that mostly had magic books and only visible to those who belonged to the mirare world. 

"She isn't really my wife. I mean it all happened in ignorance. I don't even know what I was going to do. There is a way out. I can simply go through the laws of the mirare world and just free myself from this marriage."

Anjali sighed...

"Well, I didn't know you were this ignorant that you will simply go through the mirare rules and break this marriage. Really interesting," Anjali said as she took the book whose title read, "Bushaque el spelle'" ("Breaking the spells!")

"Di I can't marry a human!"

Anjali opened the book and started reading it.

"Shia el mare mira el Alymer!" (The secrets of the Alymer..." she had just started reading the first line when she was forced herself to look at him.

"You have already married a human and soulfully she is connected to you. Even if you set her...I mean set yourself free the damage that would do to her would be hard to fix. Marriage is not a thing that you bought it and later just returned back to the store because you didn't like it for something else.

"Accept it or not Khushi is your wife. As far as I know you won't do anything like divorcing her. Also, before leaving her for Lavanya accept the fact that you have found a girl who loves you not Lavanya whom you loved."

"Lavnaya too love me and most importantly she still loves me it's just the misunderstanding and we will defiantly clear it..."

"Yes, yes, you should have but there is no way now, Mr. Raizada. Akaash and NK had already done the work for what you were thinking of going to Delhi. Go and get ready, you are going to London for your honeymoon."

"What the heck?!"

"Mind your language, Mr. Raizada. You are talking to your sister so no such words that will cause me to force you to go."

"Anyway, don't you think you are actually forcing me?"

Anjali again sighed. 

"I was expecting you to say sorry, but anyways, since you are hell bent you won't understand this way, I would go and talk to Rani ma (The grandma of Arnav and Anjali) she will surely find a way to deal with you."

"This is not a deal di. You can't force me. It's your mistake. If you hadn't asked to put that necklace in her neck without knowing it's actual meaning."

"Yes, it's my mistake too. But who was actually so worried to protect her from the evil?"

As Arnav and Anjali were busy quarrelling, In the room Khushi struggled as someone chained her legs and arms. And had wrapped a chain around her neck to suffocate her. It wasn't anybody else, but Shyam.

The blessing that Nani talked about was no longer on Khushi. Sheetal had every way to break the spell and the locket was no longer protecting Khushi from the evil.

With a crooked smile on his face Shyam.only tightened the iron chain around Khushi's neck. Happy because his attempt to kill Khushi was successful. She could hardly scream for help. As her windpipe was blocked and about to collapse. 

If it wasn't Arnav's sixth sense with which he could sense the intruder around him, he wouldn't have stopped in the middle of the sentence that he was saying to Anjali all of sudden. And if it wasn't that Khushi was his soulmate he wouldn't have known what exactly was happening to her.

He ran at the speed of light from his study to his room.

Shyam could tell too that Arnav was coming he tried his best to kill Khushi, but since with the speed Arnav was coming he wasn't able to do anything. So he just freed her and vanished. 

Even if Arnav had tried he wouldn't have done anything because Shyam was an air harder to see, and catch. 

Anjali too ran after Arnav. The door of the Arnav room flew opened as Arnav entered the room. In split milliseconds Arnav had Khushi in his arms and had laid her on the bed.

"Khushi!" he jerked her body. "open your eyes."

His heart was in his throat as if pounded furiously.

"Khushi," he yelled. "Open your eyes, darn!"

He gritted his teeth in pain and shock seeing Khushi in fear.

Her breathing intimidated him. "Chote, what's wrong?"

"Di, go out of the room! I have to revive her!" he said and Anjali didn't wait and left the room. 

***MATURE CONTENT***

Without thinking he removed her clothes and his own. And went on top of her. Her body was numb, he entered his groin inside her and pumped in and out. 

No movement from her. He made his heart beat to reach at the pace of 500/second so that he could make Khushi's heart that was stopped, beat at least for 72/second. It had fallen lesser than that. He increased the pace if Khushi cum then only her heart would pump blood so that it could reach her brain and her brain could tell her that she needed oxygen.

He gave her the oxygen through CPR and at the same time kept on with the pumping his groin in and out. 

"Khushi, show some movement," he yelled. He was out of breath. It wasn't abnormal for him to make himself beat his heart at such a pace. 

Khushi's heart had only picked up by 10 or 12 beats and was at 52. But that was way more better than 40 beats/sec.

He actually started the love making so that he could bring in the feelings inside her.

He sucked on Khushi's neck. He tried to bit her skin too so that she could feel the pain, still no response. 

He moved further down and sucked on her breasts. He pinched her nipples that were hard as stones. One sign that made his heart beat to slow down, because he was relieved that atleast her body was showing some signs, but he couldn't afford to do that. He again pumped his rod at much faster pace and hit her Gspot. 

Then again he took her breast and sucked on her hard pebbles. His hand went inside her sex. His fingers did the work of his rod. He tried to hit her G-spot. That's when Khushi showed a movement, her hand moved. 

Her heart beat was at 73/second. And the breath that was choked in her windpipe reached her lungs.

"Khushi, get up, get up, get up," he screamed. His fingers went deeper inside her s*x, the sweat streamed down his body.

He took out his finger and sucked her breast. He had to act way more faster then he already was. Even though what ever he tried happened in exactly one minute. That's how fast he was. And that was just the time that he had to bring Khushi's almost dead body back to life.

As Arnav's pleas hit Khushi's ear, and she could feel the pleasure that she didn't know ever existed inside her body. She got so scared thinking it was Shyam.

"No, no, no!" she screamed and tried to force Arnav away.

But hardly she could move. As her eyes flew open and she was about to cum, she froze. She found it wasn't Shyam but Arnav. 

Arnav stopped movements as all of sudden he was scared but Khushi was at the borderline and hardly she could stop and she cum when Arnav released his juices inside her body without even knowing or thinking.

"Ahhh!" she moaned so loudly. "Aahh!" She inhaled air sharply as her brain begged for it. 

Her head fell back, sweat rivered down her neck. 

She raked his back with her manicured nails. Arnav was thrilled for what he had done. Even though he felt his back burn probably the first time he felt the physical pain. 

However, Khushi was in the heavens. After every second orgasm hit her and she was breathless, her heart beat was over 140/sec.

***SAFE TO READ AHEAD***

Arnav realized his mistake and went out of her body and then out of the bed. Guilt was at the par. He felt he had r*ped her. Even though he knew she was his wife and it was his right to save her from dying. 

More than that he didn't realize his surroundings were completely messy. Everything was shaking.

As the whole place had been flooded or there was a tornado at that place. 

He saw the wall of his room had cracked. 

The roof was shaking. He immediately sucked energy out of Khushi's body to make her sleep and dressed her and then himself. It didn't take him much time and he carried Khushi and rushed out of the room. The matter was saving Khushi.

As soon as they were out of the room, the wall and the roof of the room fell and Arnav's room shattered. But then he saw under his feet the floor had started cracking. Anjali was screaming to Arnav to make his way out of the RM. A pillar fell and it fell on Arnav's back. But he shielded Khushi.

He shoved the pillar back and ran. As he started moving forward the roofs of the RM started falling behind and was shaking as there was an earthquake. 

Khushi was in his arms and the white dress she was wearing had red marks. That was Khushi's blood. Arnav knew he had been really hard on her. Guilt was inside his heart but he focused on getting himself and Khushi out of the RM before he had gotten Khushi killed. 

He increased his pace. The water pipes broke and the whole RM was flooded with water.

One wave of water hit both Arnav and Khushi. And they were carried away with the current. Khushi's head hit the hard surface. It had started bleeding already and it was too much. 

Arnav feared she would loss quite a lot of blood. Luckily they were in the living room and only few paces away to make their way out of the house.

Arnav swam faster as she could and meanwhile, Anjali tried to control the water flow. She sealed the water pipes. But water was violent. 

Anjali used all her powers and was finally able to made everything still. As first she was literally stopped.

Arnav made his way out of the living room to outside and Anjali followed. As they were outside Anjali let everything moving that before she had set put.

It was hurtful to see but whole RM was destroyed as it fell completely. That was not something to worry about though, they would have built it, but Khushi's life wouldn't have returned back. 

"Chote, focus on Khushi. I see if it was only RM or the other places of RM has also been destroyed. If it's only RM than we have to build it as nothing has happened. Otherwise, we wouldn't be able to explain anything to the world."

Arnav nodded and torn his shirt and tied around Khushi's forehead. He shortly got up and fixed RM and didn't even wait for Anjali to come. Thankfully, RM was in a place where hardly came anyone and trees around it made harder to see if there was any destruction.

"It was an earthquake but this much destruction wasn't made anywhere else!" Anjali said as she came.

"Was it really natural?" Arnav asked.

"Doesn't looks like! Don't you worry about that I find out what really happened. But Khushi, how is she? Did she get really hurt?"

"Yes, I have made her sleep so that she doesn't get scared."

"Chote, admit that you love her!" Anjali said and went inside the RM to see if anything else needed to be fixed. 

Arnav looked at Khushi. He couldn't tell if the care and hurt and the pain he felt when Khushi was hurt was because he loved her or it was casual that he thinks of.

Also, he had went a step ahead and against himself, he had made love no r*ped her, that's what he thought. 

If he wanted he could have made Khushi forgotten by deleting the memory of the past ten minutes. That truly would have been mean and wrong of him. 

Last thing he knew he had to face Khushi's hatred. Because a girl like her would admit she loves him but not let him do what he did to her, even though it meant that was the last thing he had on his mind to save her.

***
"Is she fine?" Arnav asked the healer that was called from the mirare.

"She would be fine! I have injected the medicine inside her body, in few oets (minutes) she will be fine."

Even the doctor from mirare wanted to say something but she kept mum. 

"Now I should be going if you need help call me again!"

"Thank you for coming!"

"You are welcome!" 

***
Arnav paced back and forth, he was angry at himself and then he was afraid. He was in turmoil he wanted to delete Khushi's memory. But he held himself. He knew he couldn't do that. 

He just can't, he told himself. 

His train of thoughts fell apart when he saw Khushi reviving. She had held her aching forehead and moaned in pain.

"Khushi, you should be resting please lay down!" 

She didn't hear him and sat down on the bed. She looked at him when she remembered what he did, a lines had formed on her forehead. 

"Khushi, please don't cry! I can explain things to you, please don't be mad either, I did everything to save you. It was the only way I could have saved you. Khushi, please don't misunderstand me. I know I shouldn't have done that against your will but Khushi I had to save you. You were dying. But I was your husband and as a husband I did what I could have done to save you. I know you would feel I have...I...have...I have r*ped you, but I wanted to save you Khushi!"

"Why did you really want to save me?" she screamed. "Why did you think you had to made love to me to save me?"

Arnav couldn't feel any better when she used "made love," than "rape."

"You would have already left me. Me dying and leaving you for forever, what else better it would have been than that. First you wanted to throw me out of your life and now you had a perfect chance why didn't you let me just die?...It's way more better than living a life without you."

Even Khushi was aware that if she would have died Arnav would have died too, but still she asked him so that she could know what exactly he wanted. 

He crossed all his limits to save her that showed he loved her and he could go to any extent to save her. 

"Just go from here," she screamed and waited for no more reasons that she wanted to hear. She was hurt beyond measures.

"Please, Khushi, I am sorry, please don't be angry. Be calm. Your body need rest."

"Why do you care?" she yelled. Probably louder than she ever had.

No words came from Arnav's mouth. His silence wouldn't have interpreted. 

"You just go from here, Arnav ji, just go!"

"Khushi..."

"I said go!" 

Arnav left even though he didn't want to leave.

As soon as Arnav left Khushi let her tears flood down her cheeks. More than anything she was hurt for the fact that Arnav didn't love her, even when she knew the answer to why!

Arnav heard her sobs and couldn't able to held himself back and rushed back in the room. 

Seeing Khushi in tears his heart cried. He stood there for a while but the other moment he went to her and immediately lend her his shoulder. He hugged her tightly.

"I am sorry, Khushi. I didn't mean to hurt you. I can't explain anything to you. And I can't love you. It has nothing to do with you but the fact that I just can't."

Khushi was crying harder and that raked Arnav's heart. The words Khushi wanted to hear he didn't dare to mutter. He broke the hug and left. Leaving Khushi shattered more than she already was.